It's not for trying... I'm putting it together for some medicine. It's good for topical pain relief, for novices and thralls, to keep in stock for the daytime or whenever the clinic's too busy.
[ Did he automatically decide they were testing it on their own systems? ]
It's... Kind of a hobby. Like making the skin creams for winters and summers.
[ All of that was a good way of figuring out what to say about the identities. She's definitely still figuring it out, and still will after this is taken care of. ]
Aside from some expected adjustments, the mask doesn't make me less comfortable or feel like shying away from my normal self. Sometimes I like going around that way, or even prefer it, but aside from the growing pains while being here, I'm happy with my body this way as well. Does that make sense? Both feel right.
[ He will always assume the worst, it's his natural super power. ]
Good, then. Just make sure you don't make anythin' you wouldn't use on yourself.
[ McCoy is a firm believer of testing medicine himself. Yeah. If anyone is going to end up sick or injured from his mistakes, it should be him and no one else. And if Eden is going to follow in his footsteps, then... there you have it.
He nods. It does make sense, of course, but ultimately his own mask isn't very different from his usual look. ]
As long as it makes sense to you, it don't matter what sense it makes to me. Its different for everybody, I just mean, you know, I don't wanna step on your toes by usin' the wrong pronouns or anythin'. Keep me in the loop if anythin' changes.
[ That's not like, a hard rule obviously, but mostly they're about to do something that's important—he may be a grump who has yelled at her since day 1, but he's trying to do right by her.
You know, but instead of saying that, he just keeps his arms crossed and rolls his eyes. ]
If you want, anyway. I'm only gonna be your Maker for a few months, but you ain't stuck with me. This ain't a bindin' contract, you can cut loose once your fourth season's up if you really wanna.
Oh, these are ones I've been able to make for a long time, and have used for myself. The only changes were the quality of ingredients and a few straight improvements thanks to the resources here.
[ What Eden's not going to share is that she's also been made to try belladonna berries- just a couple, which was enough to get sick on but nothing more than that. It was a hard lesson, but one of those principles that the woman that raised her had in common with McCoy. ]
I'll let you know, but there's no preference. Probably because I haven't heard the others enough to know whether I feel comfortable with them or not.
[ It was a bit like the fashion; trying to see what felt right. Switching up forms when going to classes was part of it, but they still didn't have an answer. Though, the real issue isn't pronouns or any of that right now. It was something else, which Eden sighs about when sitting down. ]
You keep making it sound like I'm being pushed one foot out the door, hoping I'd run away. Maybe I don't sound enthusiastic, but Karma disappearing hurts. Hurts for us both, I'm sure. Thing is, you're the closest youngblood to me, that's in our court, that's still around. That's not even just in our court alone...
[ At least that's how it's easy to interpret when you often are misunderstood with intentions, and with that ugly history Eden ended up with. Despite that, it's made her a bit stubborn when it came to the idea of being the one who leaves. Shit, she stayed with Steinbach far too long than she should've. That was for someone she didn't even like. Meanwhile, McCoy was someone they admired. Despite the yelling. ]
So if you're hoping to be free of things after the fourth season, you're the one that will have to do it.
[ So... Nyeh. Seems to be the intention. It's rare to catch Eden being petulant and stubborn. ]
[ Bones nods. Well, it'll either come up or it won't. Some vampires change their mask like they change their socks. It's not as common in the Silver Court, but he won't judge one way or another. ]
I'd just hate to make ya feel pressured on top of everythin' else, kid. Karma disappearin's weird enough. I ain't never had a novice before, either, so I'll do my best but I can't make no promises on how good I'll do.
[ He sighs. In other words, he's rushing into this too a bit. But maybe they make a weird pair, both too stubborn to just be honest with each other. McCoy will try, at least. They're about to get real honest, after all. Or at least Eden will have to be, what with the bond only going one-way until they graduate. ]
's like you said. Karma disappearin' hurts. It hurts like hell. I reckon we can make this better by tryin' to pick up where they left off. I just don't want ya to feel like ya made a mistake 'cause I was the only option.
[ There. Full disclosure. ]
But if you're mind's made up, there ain't much left to do but swap blood. I'll drink some of yours, and you can drink some of mine. [ He holds out his hand, assuming they'll want to give him their wrist. ] A sip oughta do it, I won't bite too hard.
Then aren't you lucky to get a novice that's already mostly done? Maybe it'll even give you the confidence to start making your own at some point.
[ They were both stubborn, and the truth was, McCoy wasn't really the only option. Eden got more attached than she was willing to admit, because there was a complex building up from suddenly being left alone so many times. They were even afraid to show it, and made things seem more shallow than how they really felt.
She looked down at the hand before placing her wrist in it. At least it was still personable, unlike some other (NPC) Makers that would rather use needles. ]
I suppose it really wouldn't take much. Steinbach was barely a thread of attachment, but even that's more than a lack of someone. You won't even have to distract me with compulsion to make it feel nice.
[ He is, you're just not allowed to call him out like this, Eden! Though he'll just have to get used to it, what with them making this an official situation.
He's quite the gentleman as he takes her wrist and bends down to reach it -- she's a good deal shorter than him, and he won't make her stand on her toes to do this. ]
Believe it or not, I know a thing or two about drinkin' blood.
[ He's careful, pressing his lips to her wrist before biting down. He doesn't take much, her blood tastes more like Karma's than human blood anyway, so he only takes a few swallows before he pulls back and licks the wound clean. If anyone can heal a bite, it's Bones. ]
[ Eden's such a natural at acting her age already, that there's even a raise of eyebrows at him claiming to lack the confidence. Most youngbloods are encouraged to take novices by the point that the doctor's reached, after all, right? It certainly seemed like it, where even Astarion was an oddity.
She could've gone to a closer height, as the other form allowed, but this was... more honest, in some ways. As honest as the silent wince as his teeth sunk in, either having a good tolerance for pain due to the season they were in, or due to past injuries. The other reason for being quiet was to hold back any comments about how her nutrition was focused for a stronger system overall, supporting the changes, because she was curious on how it'd affect the one receiving it. ]
Now for the next part. Which I'm sure you'd want to open yourself, as my teeth aren't quite there.
[ Always just a bit behind, though not too worryingly so. With a smile, they could be seen, nice, strong and clean looking. Someone knows the secret to good dental care. Just... Not quite full fangs. Just as they weren't quite fully ready for their Becoming. ]
[ Bones licks his lips, wiping the last of any silvery-red blood from his fangs. Blood is blood, and he's a vampire, for all that they're doing this pretty late into her seasons. He releases her wrist and gives himself a second to steady himself and considers the scalpel in his pocket over the more "base" alternative of biting himself.
A scalpel feels a little too clinical. They probably deserve something better than just that. ]
Wish I could give ya a little more preamble, but. [ He shrugs, rolling up his sleeve. ] I'm not real big on ceremony.
[ That said, he brings his wrist to his mouth and bites at the flesh there, drawing a free-flowing wound for her to drink from. His blood is pure silver, inhuman and bright like the hue of his eyes. He offers his wrist, hand extended. ]
That works because I never came across ceremonies until showing up here.
[ She wouldn't be able to really appreciate it, but also doesn't see the point in them either.
The important part was the way Eden's pupils dilated once he opened his own wrist. Nodding, they didn't waste any time to close in on the wrist. First to lick up any of the blood that was about to drip on the floor before latching their mouth over the wound. Whether it was just having lived on the bare minimum, always being a little 'behind', or if it was normal, but there was a rather intense hunger in all of it. They didn't just try to get what was flowing out freely, but even readjusted and started to try to keep the open wound from closing with those developed teeth of hers when getting rather full mouthfuls for each swallow.
It almost seemed like Eden was going to take far more than necessary, and forget that this was just to establish the bond. After the fourth large gulp, she pulled back while giving a few steady licks, pressing her tongue against the wound, to give it a start on healing. Clearing their throat while wiping up any stray silver blood along her lips and chin with a fingertip, Eden avoided eye contact for a bit. ]
Sorry. I'm just... always hungry. Third season metabolism, I guess.
[ Cleaning off that fingertip by putting it in her mouth, she knew it probably was that. It was also that this castle was the first time she had the opportunity to sate that hunger, after living off of the minimum that was available in the forest. Maybe she was good at holding back. It's not like there was any real reference of experience to go off of. Especially when Karma let her indulge for a bit more as well. ]
We'll try an' make your Becoming a little more special, if you want. Up to you, really.
[ He says that before she goes for it though, he knows how hungry novices can be, and a vampire's blood, when you're in a claim, is always going to taste good. He lets them adjust, lets them take their fill, at least for now. With Becoming so close around the corner, it was probably better for her to take more than less.
He can already begin to feel the connection form as she swallows down his blood, that one-way pull that marks her as his novice now. It's pretty odd, feeling it on this side now, but there's no room for doubts and no going back now. ]
You're fine, don't sweat it.
[ He means that. She's his novice now. He's going to be a little soft on her, whether he'll admit it or not. When she's done, he pulls his wrist back and heals the wound closed -- the marks of his fangs had already begun to close up, and she'd certainly made the whole thing look pretty clean. ]
Like ya said, third season's a big one. How d'you feel?
[ They shouldn't feel too different, since Bones is the one who can sense where she is now, or sense her emotions through the bond. But his blood probably smells good now, and she'll feel safer around him, things like that. At least, that's what he figures. ]
[ The 'problem' was that she was feeling the connection. Which meant trying to contain things again, like they've been learning to do since the first season. It was just that the last half of last season had them working on something to establish more of a mental border. Losing Karma had shaken her out of it, and now feeling both that hole where her connection with them had been and that new one just anchoring its way in around the feelings of comfort that had already been there from 'apprenticing' and helping out at the infirmary beforehand.
It's almost on purpose that her mind focuses on the hunger. Eden even manages a huffed out laugh at the question, tempted to try an attempt at lying or minimizing everything that was going on. ]
A little less worried about getting enthralled early, I suppose.
[ Eden was purposefully trying to be an easy novice for Karma. Especially after those horns had come in. Now was probably the best glimpse of the fact that she was still terrified at being abandoned and left alone again, running alongside the truth of what she'd just said, and actively trying to shove everything down. ]
I, um... I should warn you that I get bad dreams a lot of nights. Not the entire night- just, it usually happens more times than not over a week. I'll also try to block you out, but you'll want to muffle the bond during my Seduction class and some... after class lessons.
[ Raphael's been a busy teacher for a good few months. ]
[ Bones feels that swell of emotions, the hunger most of all. It's about what he'd expect -- he can't blame her when she's not in control of it. He'd have been far worse as a novice, so he has no room to complain. ]
I'll get the thralls to get ya somethin'. Whatever food you want.
[ He sets a hand on her shoulder, seeking to comfort her with the touch. He's going to get a lot more touchy now that they're bonded, but he's a dad through and through, so he does his best to project the certainty of his presence without being too overwhelming. If she was lonely, then he'd be there. Though not for everything. ]
Nightmares I can deal with, trust me. [ He pats her shoulder stepping back. ] If you're go havin' sex, you can count me out. I'll give ya privacy to figure that shit out on you're own time, you can trust me on that.
[ He's.......... a lil prudish, compared to most of the teachers in this school. But then, who isn't, when Raphael and Astarion and Xenk Yendar exist? ]
[ Eden is someone that definitely feels a lot. It's just that there's the fear that has her trying to hold it all down and as low to the ground as possible. Such has been the way; the more she likes something, or someone, the less she tries to lean on or depend on them. To keep from being too much of a 'drain,' so to speak. Not that she's good at doing so verbally. The mental control is good, as one could probably expect. Xenk can have, like, 15% credit.
Him being a grounding comfort now, it really just makes her want to keep that from getting too tiring, so she could have it around for longer. Meaning that it was helping. ]
That's why I'll give you a heads up on when the private lessons are... It should only be then. I've been easing back on sex now. Too many people like biting and scratching, which... smells too good.
[ Look, she's been paying attention properly to that whole PSA thing he'd put out a while ago. This is her practicing moderation and control. Bringing it up first and moving back to the nightmares is even a courtesy so her poor dad maker doesn't have to keep on the subject. ]
I drink things to get back to sleep pretty easily after the nightmares. There wasn't exactly a resolution, or familiar faces, before having been cured from that sleeping curse. So it's just... lingered.
[ It's good they have that out of the way -- age may be less of a thing with vampries, but Bones is on the more human side of the spectrum. He'll always see Eden as more like his daughter than anyone else. (Call that projecting, don't worry about it.) ]
Good. Now's the time to be playin' it safe, not messin' with other people's blood.
[ But Bones, being a master at "treating people one way and meaning another," catches on to Eden's little tactics pretty quick. ]
You don't gotta do that. [ He wasves a hand. ] Pullin' away, I mean. If I feel you havin' a nightmare, I can probably put ya right to sleep without any dreams.
[ Go on with your projecting, sir. There's a clear 'caught' look on Eden's face, when it's their turn to get called out. Not so fun on this end of it all, huh? At least before pointedly looking away, because she hadn't been called on it before. ]
It's fine. I kind of consider it my punishment for a few things. It'll fade away eventually... What with becoming immortal soon. Plus, if it's rooted in a memory somehow, like what Kirk and others went through, I'm okay with having it for a little while longer.
[ Well, Kirk's 'memory' wasn't exactly of the normal past, but people seem to be referring to them as such. They just wanted to give a fair warning when there's the inevitable panic and pain in the middle of the day. ]
Now hold on just a second. There ain't some magical entity out there what's decidin' who's right or who's wrong, whatever ya did, you don't "deserve" anythin'. Messin' up don't mean ya deserve to suffer from nightmares, so don't go believin' that.
[ He waves a hand in the air, dismissing that kind of talk. ]
I can see havin' a memory that gives ya nightmares, though. But like I said -- you ain't alone. So don't be a stranger, alright?
[ She lets him dismiss that kind of talk, even though she wasn't thinking of some magical entity being behind it all. It just seemed like an appropriate consequence after lying to Kirk about the nature of the cursed nightmare, in an attempt to alleviate any guilt he'd carry. ]
I can do my best. It's not my initial choice when coming across problems... It always seemed like it was for the best that I figure out things on my own.
[ Apparently Eden needed to be explicitly told to approach others for help in order to do so... ]
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[ Did he automatically decide they were testing it on their own systems? ]
It's... Kind of a hobby. Like making the skin creams for winters and summers.
[ All of that was a good way of figuring out what to say about the identities. She's definitely still figuring it out, and still will after this is taken care of. ]
Aside from some expected adjustments, the mask doesn't make me less comfortable or feel like shying away from my normal self. Sometimes I like going around that way, or even prefer it, but aside from the growing pains while being here, I'm happy with my body this way as well. Does that make sense? Both feel right.
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Good, then. Just make sure you don't make anythin' you wouldn't use on yourself.
[ McCoy is a firm believer of testing medicine himself. Yeah. If anyone is going to end up sick or injured from his mistakes, it should be him and no one else. And if Eden is going to follow in his footsteps, then... there you have it.
He nods. It does make sense, of course, but ultimately his own mask isn't very different from his usual look. ]
As long as it makes sense to you, it don't matter what sense it makes to me. Its different for everybody, I just mean, you know, I don't wanna step on your toes by usin' the wrong pronouns or anythin'. Keep me in the loop if anythin' changes.
[ That's not like, a hard rule obviously, but mostly they're about to do something that's important—he may be a grump who has yelled at her since day 1, but he's trying to do right by her.
You know, but instead of saying that, he just keeps his arms crossed and rolls his eyes. ]
If you want, anyway. I'm only gonna be your Maker for a few months, but you ain't stuck with me. This ain't a bindin' contract, you can cut loose once your fourth season's up if you really wanna.
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[ What Eden's not going to share is that she's also been made to try belladonna berries- just a couple, which was enough to get sick on but nothing more than that. It was a hard lesson, but one of those principles that the woman that raised her had in common with McCoy. ]
I'll let you know, but there's no preference. Probably because I haven't heard the others enough to know whether I feel comfortable with them or not.
[ It was a bit like the fashion; trying to see what felt right. Switching up forms when going to classes was part of it, but they still didn't have an answer. Though, the real issue isn't pronouns or any of that right now. It was something else, which Eden sighs about when sitting down. ]
You keep making it sound like I'm being pushed one foot out the door, hoping I'd run away. Maybe I don't sound enthusiastic, but Karma disappearing hurts. Hurts for us both, I'm sure. Thing is, you're the closest youngblood to me, that's in our court, that's still around. That's not even just in our court alone...
[ At least that's how it's easy to interpret when you often are misunderstood with intentions, and with that ugly history Eden ended up with. Despite that, it's made her a bit stubborn when it came to the idea of being the one who leaves. Shit, she stayed with Steinbach far too long than she should've. That was for someone she didn't even like. Meanwhile, McCoy was someone they admired. Despite the yelling. ]
So if you're hoping to be free of things after the fourth season, you're the one that will have to do it.
[ So... Nyeh. Seems to be the intention. It's rare to catch Eden being petulant and stubborn. ]
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I'd just hate to make ya feel pressured on top of everythin' else, kid. Karma disappearin's weird enough. I ain't never had a novice before, either, so I'll do my best but I can't make no promises on how good I'll do.
[ He sighs. In other words, he's rushing into this too a bit. But maybe they make a weird pair, both too stubborn to just be honest with each other. McCoy will try, at least. They're about to get real honest, after all. Or at least Eden will have to be, what with the bond only going one-way until they graduate. ]
's like you said. Karma disappearin' hurts. It hurts like hell. I reckon we can make this better by tryin' to pick up where they left off. I just don't want ya to feel like ya made a mistake 'cause I was the only option.
[ There. Full disclosure. ]
But if you're mind's made up, there ain't much left to do but swap blood. I'll drink some of yours, and you can drink some of mine. [ He holds out his hand, assuming they'll want to give him their wrist. ] A sip oughta do it, I won't bite too hard.
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[ They were both stubborn, and the truth was, McCoy wasn't really the only option. Eden got more attached than she was willing to admit, because there was a complex building up from suddenly being left alone so many times. They were even afraid to show it, and made things seem more shallow than how they really felt.
She looked down at the hand before placing her wrist in it. At least it was still personable, unlike some other (NPC) Makers that would rather use needles. ]
I suppose it really wouldn't take much. Steinbach was barely a thread of attachment, but even that's more than a lack of someone. You won't even have to distract me with compulsion to make it feel nice.
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[ He is, you're just not allowed to call him out like this, Eden! Though he'll just have to get used to it, what with them making this an official situation.
He's quite the gentleman as he takes her wrist and bends down to reach it -- she's a good deal shorter than him, and he won't make her stand on her toes to do this. ]
Believe it or not, I know a thing or two about drinkin' blood.
[ He's careful, pressing his lips to her wrist before biting down. He doesn't take much, her blood tastes more like Karma's than human blood anyway, so he only takes a few swallows before he pulls back and licks the wound clean. If anyone can heal a bite, it's Bones. ]
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She could've gone to a closer height, as the other form allowed, but this was... more honest, in some ways. As honest as the silent wince as his teeth sunk in, either having a good tolerance for pain due to the season they were in, or due to past injuries. The other reason for being quiet was to hold back any comments about how her nutrition was focused for a stronger system overall, supporting the changes, because she was curious on how it'd affect the one receiving it. ]
Now for the next part. Which I'm sure you'd want to open yourself, as my teeth aren't quite there.
[ Always just a bit behind, though not too worryingly so. With a smile, they could be seen, nice, strong and clean looking.
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A scalpel feels a little too clinical. They probably deserve something better than just that. ]
Wish I could give ya a little more preamble, but. [ He shrugs, rolling up his sleeve. ] I'm not real big on ceremony.
[ That said, he brings his wrist to his mouth and bites at the flesh there, drawing a free-flowing wound for her to drink from. His blood is pure silver, inhuman and bright like the hue of his eyes. He offers his wrist, hand extended. ]
Go on.
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[ She wouldn't be able to really appreciate it, but also doesn't see the point in them either.
The important part was the way Eden's pupils dilated once he opened his own wrist. Nodding, they didn't waste any time to close in on the wrist. First to lick up any of the blood that was about to drip on the floor before latching their mouth over the wound. Whether it was just having lived on the bare minimum, always being a little 'behind', or if it was normal, but there was a rather intense hunger in all of it. They didn't just try to get what was flowing out freely, but even readjusted and started to try to keep the open wound from closing with those developed teeth of hers when getting rather full mouthfuls for each swallow.
It almost seemed like Eden was going to take far more than necessary, and forget that this was just to establish the bond. After the fourth large gulp, she pulled back while giving a few steady licks, pressing her tongue against the wound, to give it a start on healing. Clearing their throat while wiping up any stray silver blood along her lips and chin with a fingertip, Eden avoided eye contact for a bit. ]
Sorry. I'm just... always hungry. Third season metabolism, I guess.
[ Cleaning off that fingertip by putting it in her mouth, she knew it probably was that. It was also that this castle was the first time she had the opportunity to sate that hunger, after living off of the minimum that was available in the forest. Maybe she was good at holding back. It's not like there was any real reference of experience to go off of.
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[ He says that before she goes for it though, he knows how hungry novices can be, and a vampire's blood, when you're in a claim, is always going to taste good. He lets them adjust, lets them take their fill, at least for now. With Becoming so close around the corner, it was probably better for her to take more than less.
He can already begin to feel the connection form as she swallows down his blood, that one-way pull that marks her as his novice now. It's pretty odd, feeling it on this side now, but there's no room for doubts and no going back now. ]
You're fine, don't sweat it.
[ He means that. She's his novice now. He's going to be a little soft on her, whether he'll admit it or not. When she's done, he pulls his wrist back and heals the wound closed -- the marks of his fangs had already begun to close up, and she'd certainly made the whole thing look pretty clean. ]
Like ya said, third season's a big one. How d'you feel?
[ They shouldn't feel too different, since Bones is the one who can sense where she is now, or sense her emotions through the bond. But his blood probably smells good now, and she'll feel safer around him, things like that. At least, that's what he figures. ]
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It's almost on purpose that her mind focuses on the hunger. Eden even manages a huffed out laugh at the question, tempted to try an attempt at lying or minimizing everything that was going on. ]
A little less worried about getting enthralled early, I suppose.
[ Eden was purposefully trying to be an easy novice for Karma. Especially after those horns had come in. Now was probably the best glimpse of the fact that she was still terrified at being abandoned and left alone again, running alongside the truth of what she'd just said, and actively trying to shove everything down. ]
I, um... I should warn you that I get bad dreams a lot of nights. Not the entire night- just, it usually happens more times than not over a week. I'll also try to block you out, but you'll want to muffle the bond during my Seduction class and some... after class lessons.
[ Raphael's been a busy teacher for a good few months. ]
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I'll get the thralls to get ya somethin'. Whatever food you want.
[ He sets a hand on her shoulder, seeking to comfort her with the touch. He's going to get a lot more touchy now that they're bonded, but he's a dad through and through, so he does his best to project the certainty of his presence without being too overwhelming. If she was lonely, then he'd be there. Though not for everything. ]
Nightmares I can deal with, trust me. [ He pats her shoulder stepping back. ] If you're go havin' sex, you can count me out. I'll give ya privacy to figure that shit out on you're own time, you can trust me on that.
[ He's.......... a lil prudish, compared to most of the teachers in this school. But then, who isn't, when Raphael and Astarion and Xenk Yendar exist? ]
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Xenk can have, like, 15% credit.Him being a grounding comfort now, it really just makes her want to keep that from getting too tiring, so she could have it around for longer. Meaning that it was helping. ]
That's why I'll give you a heads up on when the private lessons are... It should only be then. I've been easing back on sex now. Too many people like biting and scratching, which... smells too good.
[ Look, she's been paying attention properly to that whole PSA thing he'd put out a while ago. This is her practicing moderation and control. Bringing it up first and moving back to the nightmares is even a courtesy so her poor
dadmaker doesn't have to keep on the subject. ]I drink things to get back to sleep pretty easily after the nightmares. There wasn't exactly a resolution, or familiar faces, before having been cured from that sleeping curse. So it's just... lingered.
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Good. Now's the time to be playin' it safe, not messin' with other people's blood.
[ But Bones, being a master at "treating people one way and meaning another," catches on to Eden's little tactics pretty quick. ]
You don't gotta do that. [ He wasves a hand. ] Pullin' away, I mean. If I feel you havin' a nightmare, I can probably put ya right to sleep without any dreams.
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[ Go on with your projecting, sir. There's a clear 'caught' look on Eden's face, when it's their turn to get called out.
Not so fun on this end of it all, huh?At least before pointedly looking away, because she hadn't been called on it before. ]It's fine. I kind of consider it my punishment for a few things. It'll fade away eventually... What with becoming immortal soon. Plus, if it's rooted in a memory somehow, like what Kirk and others went through, I'm okay with having it for a little while longer.
[ Well, Kirk's 'memory' wasn't exactly of the normal past, but people seem to be referring to them as such. They just wanted to give a fair warning when there's the inevitable panic and pain in the middle of the day. ]
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[ He waves a hand in the air, dismissing that kind of talk. ]
I can see havin' a memory that gives ya nightmares, though. But like I said -- you ain't alone. So don't be a stranger, alright?
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I can do my best. It's not my initial choice when coming across problems... It always seemed like it was for the best that I figure out things on my own.
[ Apparently Eden needed to be explicitly told to approach others for help in order to do so... ]